Thursday, October 25, 2007

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

random update

i've a major reflective paper that's to be handed in on monday and i'm still 2000 words short. in other words, i'm screwed. the thing is, i've to look and criticise (constructively) the counselling videos and i simply dislike looking at myself on the camera (i don't like my teeth la). so not looking at myself is a coping mechanism for me to forget about my horrible buckies (my buck teeth. yes, teeth. two of them mah). so yeah, i can submenge myself in denial about my teeth. but of course, i'm thankful to God for providing me these 'gates' so i don't spew my saliva much as i speak, unlike sylvester the cat =)

and! i love my jalan raya la. i've always loved jalan raya. but parents are such killjoys. they think its an obligation while i think that its the time of the year when you catch up with the relatives that u meet once a year (bumping into them in the streets don't count. and neither do deaths. and wedding for that matter). besides, i've come to the lifespan period where visiting my buddies' families are considered as a must too. well, not really a 'must' must but its more like a formality (i think) to the buddies' parents coz i've been gallivanting with their children the whole year (not 24/7, obviously). i dunno..... its just nice to catch up with the close ones, i feel.

however! (there's always a but, huh?) i've too many relatives and dad won't have the time to complete all related stops, literally. i don't know other relatives well so visiting them on my own is like putting me in china. in fact, i think i'll be more adaptable if i were dumped in china rather than being in someone's house i don't know very well. i'm not speaking to the mum (we're keeping it to only neccessary terms here. eg: "I'm off!" would be what i'll say as i'm leaving her house. details aren't that important anymore) so going out with her alone is a no-no. besides, she will NOT spend her money on transport if its based solely on socialising, really.

this brings to the point where people don't like the 'visiting' part during eid because well..... THEY DON'T KNOW THE RELATIVES WELL in the first place. screw that thought i say. that's what visiting is for isn't it? to get to know your relatives better. don't know them? then get to know them. for those who're left with no choice but to go visiting, might as well u seize the moment. why chose to be grumpy and angry while u can be joyful?

that said, i've 3 places in mind to go next week (after the assignment, before my counselling practicum begins).


and one more thing! (last but not least)

+ > the glamour babe posted at 2:59 PM < +